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like the song goes, "it only takes a spark to get a fire going..." is exactly what we have done together in yv, we hv started something and as the fire goes we all must be mindful that like a fire, our passions can die out too...for reasons like the lose of fuel, external factors eg. the wind blew it out...our life is like dat...in all that we do, it takes a spark, a certain catalyst to get us going...but that is just the start of the struggle...for a fire to be burning throughout a night it must be watched and taken cared of and fuel must be added constantly so that it wont die out...in parallel to that, we are all part of this big flame and many a time we forget to watch each others fires and forget to give a little fuel to their fire so they can keep on burning...fuel in what sense? those little encouragements, appreciations, understanding...all this contributes to one's fire...besides looking out for each others flame...we should look at our own as we shoudlnt mismanage it to the pt we cant handle it...life is like a little fire for us to watch...burning uniquely in its own way...so no matter where your passions take you in life...wherever it burns...hopefully part of it came frm yv...for i noe deep inside me that there is always a special flame everytime i do yv...i don't noe abt you...but i m watching my flame for the yr to come...becoz many a times this yr...my flame died down for reasons i wouldnt say at this moment...but honestly what really kept me going was not personal glory...it wasnt pts, friends or what...it was my belief that there was still something in yv for me...a piece of something that words can't explain...( i noe dats cliche') but honestly i myself couldnt believe at the fire we built this yr...the participants who came and showed quality enthusiasm...though it was a rush job...it was a job well done...and up to now i m still nostalgic...forget all the bad pts...but not totally for bad pts are there for improvement....but still the feeling when the camp was over was like how a fire starts...my hope is that we watch the fire we built...and that it will keep us all warm...i noe i cannot gurantee 100% that all will continue in volunteering...but in whatever they do...hopefully they have taken abit of this flame with them in their lives...well i gotta sign off...dunnoe if i was makin sense :P
i love ya guys frm my heart...all of ya made yv this yr...and i thank ya all for watching my flame...

-Just-